Past week has been kinda hectic.. was busy preparing for Sunday's piano concert.. and i had to make it a point to practise every night cos my exam's coming in a few weeks time too.. On Wed night, i went down for Everglow camp.. to visit them actually.. and.. something stupid happened. but anyway, it was a bad night seriously. i don't really feel anything now. it's been like 4 days already.. i felt as though i woke up from a bad dream on Friday morning.. it's been such a long time since i've felt so scared and lost.. the feeling's horrible.. lotsa negative thoughts and stuff.. but.. everything's over.. i've got short term memory.. gradually, i'll forget bout it.. im sure i will! (:


Yesterday! Piano concert! haha. wanna thank Sitong, Tai An, De duan, Peiyin.. and cell ppl.. Weekok, Matt, Jas, Marcus and Cam.. and of course Sinyee who brought me a sunflower and a gift from hk.. not to mention, she brought a GUY along as well.. hahahaha :p Andy ought to be glad i didnt mention his name. oops! Anyway, the pics Matt took will come into good use now..

THANK YOU MATTHEW! hahaha.

anyway, there are ALOT of unglam shots Marcus took when i was walking up the stage, playing my pieces and going down the stage.. i hope he's not gonna post them? and pictures with sinyee and dd/pei are not with me now.. so.. here are the pics that i koped from Matt!

spot my name! :D

the lousy piano which made ALL of us play badly. haha excuses excuses..

cell peeps! (clockwise) weekok, matt, me, jas, marcus (: Cam left early though..

MINE! :D

hahahaha my grade 5 exam book and the dying sunflower! thanks so much sindee sinyee wiggly toes~! :D :D :D

Anyway, dont ask me how i did.. i made ALOT of mistakes.. went to talk to Ms Chong and she gripped my hand super tightly and said that i performed very well and will do very well for my exam.. so nice of her to encourage me.. my running notes were totally yucky! =s

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一直以为自己的直觉很准确。但这次却不一样。不知为什么，虽然觉得有点可惜，但却多了一份轻松。因为我再也不需要猜测他的下一步，也不需要思考他的一举一动代表什么。但是人总是矛盾的。突然间，我好像失去了一份盼望。

有时候，等待会很累，但心里的那份希望偶尔也会让我感到快乐。

“一件从未属于你的东西，也就没有所谓的失去了。”